In My Dreams I Hold a Knife
Ambition rather than grief shapes the narrator's unreliability.
In My Dreams I Hold a Knife operates in the same territory as The It Girl: a college reunion that unearths a long-buried murder. Ashley Winstead's thriller follows Jessica Miller, who returns to her elite university's ten-year reunion determined to prove she has made something of herself. But the unsolved murder of their classmate Heather hangs over every interaction.
Both books understand that college friendships are forged under intense emotional pressure, and both use the gap between the past and present versions of their characters to generate suspense. Winstead matches Ware's skill at making every member of a friend group a potential suspect, distributing guilt and motive evenly enough that the reader cannot settle on a single theory. The dual-timeline structure mirrors The It Girl's approach of interweaving past and present, with each chapter in one timeline illuminating something in the other.
Winstead's prose is sharper and more sardonic than Ware's, with Jessica's unreliable narration driven by ambition rather than grief. This is the most direct analogue to The It Girl on this list, and readers who loved the whodunit structure will find this equally satisfying.






